ONE! Does not need the hassle from douchebags…

I woke up feeling slightly depressed today, its like something is about to happen, which I know I won't like. I don't think my wilted sunflowers helped, so I gave them a good soak, its lovely now the sun is here, but soooo! much watering plants 'Ugh!' I got the 'Well you've failed on yet … Continue reading ONE! Does not need the hassle from douchebags…

Day? Focus On Weight Loss Healthy Me & sub me…

I am having a great time building a website with my friend. It is looking pretty amazing already. Or maybe that is just my opinion at the mo. I am combining my weight loss journey with my new sub me journey. It may not be kinky talking about veggies, mind you......................................................... At the moment I … Continue reading Day? Focus On Weight Loss Healthy Me & sub me…

Low Carb Eating Is Not All Deep Fat Fried Bacon…

Ummm! All that fuss about eating cake. I decided to work out my carbs. The 1/4 jam roly poly was 47g...'Gasp!' I bet my blood sugar level sky rocketed, then all that insulin 'tut-tut'...but...I ate under 90g of carbs, which is low, 100g carbs is low carb eating... Though its best to get those carbs … Continue reading Low Carb Eating Is Not All Deep Fat Fried Bacon…

Day? What A Load Of Halloumi –

I seem to have lost a day. It is day twenty nine, week four. Today would be a weigh day...but...I am not about to let a few numbers determine my mood today. Not that I would be all moody, doom & gloom, no...but I would have that niggling disappointed, disheartened feeling... I am going by … Continue reading Day? What A Load Of Halloumi –

Day Twenty Seven – More Of My Rambling Subbie Thoughts…

Yesterday was a 'Good enough!' diet day. No picking all day, no binging after my red wine. So a good enough diet day. I was just doing some squats whilst my coffee was expressing it self... From today it is going to be focusing all my mind energy 'motivation' on getting my garden finished. Which … Continue reading Day Twenty Seven – More Of My Rambling Subbie Thoughts…

Day Twenty Four – Here We Go Again…

Yesterday was a pretty mediocre day {Sighs} I ate after 23pm {GASP!} I never reached my 5k steps, but I done gardening; weeding & planting up seedlings. So yeah I done the equivalent in exercise, if not more, it takes some effort to weed whilst bending & squatting. I had a splitting head ache & … Continue reading Day Twenty Four – Here We Go Again…

Day Twenty Three – Focus! Change! Balance! Moderation! Work On Your Own Self Esteem…

"Yaaay!" Yesterday was a successful diet day, the day before wasn't so much, but that was then, this is now, a fresh new day. I done my 5k step target, plus some, I also done a few toning exercises & planted some seedlings, I just planted some more seedlings. No more scales or tape measure. … Continue reading Day Twenty Three – Focus! Change! Balance! Moderation! Work On Your Own Self Esteem…

Some Might Judge Me – Some Might Assume I Am A Certain Type Of Person…

Ohh! Myyy! Fecking! Gosh!...I just wrote my new Fetlife account profile...'Yaaakes!'...I am going to meet a Dom & I am going to get past my body image issues... Do you know, I still feel crap from the numbers on my scales this morning. Those feelings were a real eye opener to me... So I read … Continue reading Some Might Judge Me – Some Might Assume I Am A Certain Type Of Person…