ONE! Does not need the hassle from douchebags…

I woke up feeling slightly depressed today, its like something is about to happen, which I know I won't like. I don't think my wilted sunflowers helped, so I gave them a good soak, its lovely now the sun is here, but soooo! much watering plants 'Ugh!' I got the 'Well you've failed on yet … Continue reading ONE! Does not need the hassle from douchebags…

3 inches in 4 weeks – My sub life is doing pretty good as well…

In four weeks, I have lost around 4 lbs {Give or take 0.25 lb} & dropped 3 inches off my waist/tummy. That is pretty good going. I am doing amazingly, fantastically, tremendously, fabulously well... My subbie come back is doing just as well. Its weird. I have got a new FL & Bs account...Two of … Continue reading 3 inches in 4 weeks – My sub life is doing pretty good as well…

Day Twenty Seven – More Of My Rambling Subbie Thoughts…

Yesterday was a 'Good enough!' diet day. No picking all day, no binging after my red wine. So a good enough diet day. I was just doing some squats whilst my coffee was expressing it self... From today it is going to be focusing all my mind energy 'motivation' on getting my garden finished. Which … Continue reading Day Twenty Seven – More Of My Rambling Subbie Thoughts…

Day Twenty Four – Here We Go Again…

Yesterday was a pretty mediocre day {Sighs} I ate after 23pm {GASP!} I never reached my 5k steps, but I done gardening; weeding & planting up seedlings. So yeah I done the equivalent in exercise, if not more, it takes some effort to weed whilst bending & squatting. I had a splitting head ache & … Continue reading Day Twenty Four – Here We Go Again…

Day Twenty Three – Focus! Change! Balance! Moderation! Work On Your Own Self Esteem…

"Yaaay!" Yesterday was a successful diet day, the day before wasn't so much, but that was then, this is now, a fresh new day. I done my 5k step target, plus some, I also done a few toning exercises & planted some seedlings, I just planted some more seedlings. No more scales or tape measure. … Continue reading Day Twenty Three – Focus! Change! Balance! Moderation! Work On Your Own Self Esteem…

Some Might Judge Me – Some Might Assume I Am A Certain Type Of Person…

Ohh! Myyy! Fecking! Gosh!...I just wrote my new Fetlife account profile...'Yaaakes!'...I am going to meet a Dom & I am going to get past my body image issues... Do you know, I still feel crap from the numbers on my scales this morning. Those feelings were a real eye opener to me... So I read … Continue reading Some Might Judge Me – Some Might Assume I Am A Certain Type Of Person…

Crazy Woman On A Diet –

So what have I learned about 'weight loss journey' self today...Hmmm? Emotional 'change the way I feel' eating, is a sneaky, snidey ba**ard... I need to learn stronger coping strategies to deal with the obnoxious 'emotional' hunger... I resent all the **ckers in the scene I once had so much fun being in...'Grrrr!'... So called … Continue reading Crazy Woman On A Diet –

Sometimes I Just Need To Vent! {sub me VS vanilla me – We need to work things out}

On the way to B&Q I was telling my husband how I dread weighing myself & was thinking of giving up weighing & measuring myself. He thinks I should stop weighing myself & just go by how I look & feel... Mind you my treat for reaching the 14's on the scales, was 2 plants … Continue reading Sometimes I Just Need To Vent! {sub me VS vanilla me – We need to work things out}

Day Nineteen – A Rambling Sub Rant – Looking To The Future Slim Healthy Fit Me…

"Woooo!!!" Another successful diet day, on my weight loss journey. I am going strong. I am stepping it out along the fast yet scenic route, on my weight loss journey. Tonight is red wine Sunday. I need to be aware of the alcohol induced munches. I am going to get some slimmer soup, my favourite … Continue reading Day Nineteen – A Rambling Sub Rant – Looking To The Future Slim Healthy Fit Me…